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tysm​!​!​!​!​!​!

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and when it's over you feel just as scared as you did at 17 and the way it all went down you feel so exposed the stars on the ceiling the way that they're glowing as faintly as you do they fall all around you coming unglued and coming back home to stick to the floor in your childhood bedroom walking home at midnight new year's eve you're the only one outside and you're so afraid of street lights you feel so exposed wake up christmas morning waves are crashing on the shore outside you're alone in someone's home you feel so exposed the months go by and you still believe that you don't have to do this all on your own and you won't appreciate what that means or what that'll do to you so you clutch the fingers of your left hand with your right hand you get so tired you can't stop shaking the words on the ceiling the way they recite what you say to yourself in your sleep every night you're alone but you're still so ashamed of the words you would never write so you clutch the fingers of your right hand with your left hand you get so tired you can't stop shaking
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and when the smoke comes back i'll open all my windows i won't sleep through one more summer i won't feel like this forever when the stars come back i'll breathe in i'll get all my friends together i'll paint pictures on brown paper bags and burn them in my backyard i always give up so easy when it's cold i get too scared to see the brightest things in front of me gripping tight to things that melt away until i have nothing but cold water on my hands dripping onto my bear feet
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but now that i can exist without what you believe being what defines how i get to feel all the time i see this never would have turned out differently but i failed myself in ways i won't again maybe i should have let you take this all yourself shift the weight around lose your grip and learn to fall i'm growing older than you every day but i will never be your mother i'll never i promise i never wanted you to stay maybe i should have let you take this all yourself shuffle the weight around lose your grip again
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released May 27, 2022

"45 mins from somewhere out there" written by brave little abacus and performed by jasmine mcelroy

all other songs written and performed by jasmine mcelroy

"tysm!!!!!!" was recorded and mixed by jasmine mcelroy at her house in portland oregon in summer of 2021

mastered by jesse scott

all artwork by jasmine mcelroy

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