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i feel like i deserve to feel like this forever and i will

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i got so embarrassed when you called attention to the way i sit on my feet in my chair (i "look uncomfortable"). cross my legs , assume a posture less offensive to you. be a way that i think makes me less attackable. i don't say anything that might make you upset with me. i'm so scared that i'll get embarrassed and you won't defend me. please don't joke like that , i don't know why it hurts to hear you be sarcastic and dismissive , i just know it feels bad and i just wanna be small right now. i guess i haven't figured it out yet , but i feel like i deserve to feel like this forever and i will. don't say that you care about me when you're always pretending i don't know what you say when you think you're away from the people you hurt with your words.
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it's okay to not know how yet ! it's never too late to be secure in myself , to be awake and listening , to be everything , to never feel like this again. making out with my uber driver , i wonder how i got here ? this is my street. i get out , walk two blocks and i laugh my fucking head off. can't calm down. making out with my uber driver , i don't know how i got here. this is my street. i get out , walk too far and i lose my fucking shit and i can't calm down.
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released July 29, 2021

all music and lyrics written by jasmine mcelroy
all songs self recorded at my house
live drums on GOTO FINALBOSS played and recorded by cassie baker at her house
mastered by jesse scott
album art by autumn/eileen

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